I used to be really excited about my 18th birthday. Used to as in past tense. If i could, i would postpone my birthday indefinitely. I guess the 'responsibilities' of being, uh, legal is finally catching up on me. That and the fact that i'll be in my junior year in college next year. Pretty soon, i'll be pushed out of the harsh world. Just like any other parents, my parents are counting on me to help up with our expenses being that i'm their oldest child. I dunno, when I think about working and trying to earn money and being all grown up, it scares me. Honestly, I can't see myself beyond college. I can't see myself working and being a 'career girl' no matter how hard i try (although I see myself as a señorita, being served on hand and foot..hahaha!). I'm just babbling here, trying to release my anxieties and my worries.

Besides, I still have 2 more years in school...That's plenty of time, right? RIGHT!