Don't know any life but the city life, the glitz, the action, the frenzy.
Dreams of a quiet life but longs for more action.
Never contented with being in one place, always looking for something bigger and better. That's me.
The city girl.
i feel that i haven't changed a bit over the years. i feel that i'm the same giggly, twinkly-eyed girl i was back in elementary and highschool. if you can remember, i tried being a bit of a bad-ass girl but i couldn't hold up the charades for too long as it simply wasn't me. so i went back to being the same old amery: the one everybody used to push around, the one everyone used to ignore and disregarded.
i changed my layout from the really colorful "fairy-inspired" layout froma simple and no-fuss layout but again, it didn't feel right. i'm really optimistic by nature and well, i guess i can't change that. i'll always be more of a child than a lady, i'll always believe and miracles and i'll always wish for my own rainbow.
i guess i still am the same. but there's one thing that's different, though: i like who i am and i'm not going to change just because.
put some color in your life! :D
School induced headache...
it feels like the rat race is over...temporarily. i've never been so glad that it's a weekend! we had a super hectic week and frankly, i feel as though i'm ready to fall apart at the seams if i hear just one more "imprtant project". We had a lot of stuff to do, the worst was studying for our theology prelim exams (pages 3-158 in 2 friggin' days). I may have failed that exam but i can't say that i didn't do my best. i studied my ass off, i didn't sleep for more than 2 hours just to find out that even though i studied as hard as i can, i would still find myself clueless with the exam. i wanted to wring the neck of our professor but i stop myself at the last minute.
i also prepared for our oral exam in english, where we had to deliver a speech or an oratorical piece. normally, i wouldn't have any problem with activities like that since i thrive for the stage (k.s.p.), but for some stupid, weird reason, i had trouble memorizing my piece. of course, i decided to burn the midnight oil to make sure that i've memorized my would-be prelim exams in english. as fate would have it, i wasn't called on to deliver the speech today. i feel elated because it means that i could prepare for it longer but i feel annoyed as well. i would've wanted it to be over.
so 2 sleepless nights in a row and the result: nada!