I think I might have a bit of a depression...Nothing seriously serious, just a few psycho moments when I feel super duper down and I get really irritated, my appetite comes and goes and I tend to sleep a LOT. I read that those were signs of depression but since it doesn't occur everyday (maybe 3 times a wekk or something, haha!), I figure it's nothing serious--yet. :P

Just don't ask me what i'm sad about.

American Idol stuff! :D Today, the guys will perform on the show and i'm expecting them to do better than the girls. Yesterday's show wasnt too good, no stand out performances, just interesting surprises. Melissa McGhee did better yesterday. She picked a good song for her, she had a bit more energy now and she did a good job. Ayla was a very surpprising person, indeed! She sang really good yesterday, more than I expected from her. I think she's really pretty and she can sing. Simon said that she probably works harder than anyone in the show and I think he's right. That's the reason why I think she belongs in the Top 6 girls. I'm getting abit scared by Paris. She reminds me so much of Fantasia (I don't really like her..haha!) and I feel that she's trying too hard to be grown up. I was blown away by her audition (the Billie Holiday song...whew!) but I can't seem to see the 'spark' in her anymore. Lisa is a really good vocalist and she looks good when she's not on the stage but when she's singing, sometimes I think she looks like a witch. Her eyebrows are way too pointy, I guess. But hey, she's good. I just love love love Mandissa and Katharine. No special performances from them last night but they weren't too horrible. I just hope they blow us away next week.

The casualty this week for the girls? Brenna (I hate her attitude! So cocky!) and Heather (sayang, she's pretty pa naman.)

No, I didn't forget to mention Kellie Pickler. I just don't have anything to say about her except that she was sooo cute when she said "calamari"...she's a natural sweetheart but I don't dig her voice that much. So yeah, I mentioned her after all.

Beauty and The Geek.

Of course, everyone knows the ending already (Delayed telecast! boo!)...


Brad went home already. I still think he's the hottest geek in the house but he looks too distant. I never saw him smile a genuine up-to-the-eyes smile. He gives small nods of recognition and pats on the back but no smiles... Too bad. I would've wanted to see him be more interactive with the others... But he's gone and God only knows where he is. LoL! Back to the life as a geek, maybe? Whatever.

Yeah....that's it. I know, I know, Boring as hell!