Innocent in the City

Thursday, September 30, 2004

Hey..this is my 2nd post for today...
I'm super stressed out that I thought that i need some time to unwind and just relax even for just a few minutes...
So here I am again just writing this and sipping a cool glass of orange juice.

I'm anxious to take the finals...no, i haven't studied yet but i just want to get it over with...
We still have a quiz tomorrow in nat sci and i still have to study one more chapter...
i hope i can live through this...
and i have this really painful sore in my mouth...its driving me insane!!!
i want to talk but its just too damn painful...
i feel like crying...
but there's no reason for that...=D
i want to shout out loud but well, i can't. it's already night time..people might throw rocks at me! =)
and if things weren't shitty enough, my teeth hurts because of my braces...
delayed pain, i know *since they were adjusted a week ago pa) but it sure hurts...i can't talk tuloy...
waaahhhh

I can't wait for this to finally be over. When it does, i'm taking a week off and lounge by the pool!!! Wish me luck...

CITY LIFE; 8:53 PM

A very distressing day....
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Yesterday was one of the WORST days i've ever had! You see, i decided to take matters into my own hands and wait for my cwush after school so i could get a glimpse of him. I even convinced a good friend to stay with me. That was a wrong decision (staying til after his class)...he was so...um...gay-ish! as in! I hoped that he would be a little more masculine but he's every inch as feminine as me!!! With the hair touch, the extra bouncy steps, the flutter of the eyes...sheesh!!! Of course, that doesn't mean he's gay but it might as well confirm it...

I'm thinking of maybe looking for a new cwush...but it'll be hard.
Sheesh talaga!
I'm so disappointed...
Pero i feel stupid din...haha...
crush ko bading!
=D
maybe this time, i won't be scared to talk to him...
we'll swap make-up tips na lang siguro and borrow each otehrs clothes...
haha!
just trying to make things seem funnier..
=D

Final exams are coming and I desperately need to study. Goodluck everyone!!!

CITY LIFE; 8:07 AM

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

...and the stress intensifies...
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Let me just say this out now....FETCH!!!!

This week just keeps on getting worse and worse....

I'm sooo tired!!!

And i haven't seen my crush yet...i still don't have the courage to talk to him...

a bad week, i'm sure...

GOODLUCK TO ME AND 2CA1

CITY LIFE; 2:57 PM

Saturday, September 25, 2004

On the lighter side of things....(if there is such a thing)
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I just finished watching America's Next Top Model and I know what i've missed during the past couple of weeks. I know who won already but its cute to see them struggle and stuff...=D So anyways, as i've said, i wasn't allowed to re-schedule my exams for LTS so i have to miss out on our Laguna family thing...NOT!!! I have been belssed with a wonderful dad! He's coming back a bit later from Laguna and he'll be waiting for me until I finish my exams and we'll go to Laguna together...Bait ni Daddy noh?! Haaay...but he's mad though. Kasi daw i'm such a hassle...sabi nya he could be enjoying his stay na there but he has to cut his "day off" short just for me...I don't mind that though...the important thing is that he's wiling to cut his vacation short for me...when he called nga kanina, i was teary-eyed kasi i know how he wants to sleep all day...=D
Hay, i can't wait to see all my relatives again! i love it when we're all together....chaos (in a good way though). Everyone knows and likes everyone so theres no problem between us...on occassion we fight pero petty quarrels lang...haaay...i love my family

CITY LIFE; 10:21 PM

me and my lola...

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CITY LIFE; 5:47 PM

ASAR!!! I hATE THIS!!!
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It's my Lola's bday and we were supposed to go to Laguna earlier...they left me because we had another recording...I don't mind that actually because I was supposed to go with my cousin to laguna...she was super nice to wait for me kahit na super late na late na late ako. But turns out that my facilitator sa LTS didn't reply to mail and well, i;m not excused form the final exams in LTS...she didn't confirm so it looks like i'll be staying home...ALONE...by myself...i'm keeping myself from bawling right now coz i'm still not giving up the hope that Ms. Josue would reply and tell me that its okay for me to re-schedule my exams... I know its kind of far fetched but that's the only hope i've got! Get this, i could've went to Laguna earlier but noooo i had to go and help out with our Filipino project...and we didn't even get to the part where my character comes in! Fetch! I'm totally pissed off right now! I don't want to rant about it anymore kasi its making me feel worse! I'm waiting for 10 mins max and if Ms. Josue doesn't reply, i'll cry na lang...
I so wanted to celebrate with my lola...i wanted to see my titas and titos and my cousins...
argh!!! i want to cry...sana di na lang ako nagpunta for filipino!!! =(

CITY LIFE; 5:33 PM

Friday, September 24, 2004

me and my sister...=D

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CITY LIFE; 5:04 PM

Finally Friday!!!
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Another week has gone by and i'm facing yet another weekend. I soooo love weekends! Although I have to go to school tomorrow for our project, i'm still having weekend jitters (the good kind!) and i'm kind of optimistic about this whole Familia Zaragoza thing... i know we would pull through...we always do...=D

Anyways, i haven't seen my crush the whole week?! Its so sad...but still, there's always another week and another schoolyear right? Haha!

It's Dianne's bday! and we wrote her messages and stuff, and gave her a bag of sweets...i think it suits her because she's the sweetest person i know...

I'm craving for ice cream....can you believe that i haven't touched ice cream (dirty ice cream excluded) in a long time?! Kenneth/Kate gave me dirty ice cream yesterday though...(5 pesos! kuripot!)

I'm trying hard not to say my usual expressions so they won't tease me anymore...pero if they stop, i think i'll miss it as well...=D oh well, i guess i just have to resist smacking them in the forhead everytime they tease me...=D

HAPPY BDAY DIANNE!!!

CITY LIFE; 5:01 PM

Thursday, September 23, 2004

I don't talk funny, do I?
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My friends have been teasing me for the last...um...year and a half because of the way I speak. I don't know, it seems that they find me very amusing when i talk...I don't get it actually...i admit, i say exactoly a few too many times but that's already one of my most favorite expressions...besides, if someone agrees wholeheartedly with a statement, isn't exactly agood word to show your sentiment?!

I don't think anythings wrong with the way I talk since i've been talking like this since high school...(care of rose, jenika, cali and shanti plus toni and jessa...) i'm just being paranoid i guess...but if it really bothers you that much, tell me okay?

besides...i'm trying really hard to learn how to speak perfect tagalog...appreciate naman my efforts....
sana wag nyo na ko asaren...mashado
please...
im asking nicely here....

CITY LIFE; 10:15 PM

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

We're in computer class....=D
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I'm currently here in the computer lab and guess what? the prof is not around...i think. Yipee!!!! We're supposed to finish our powerpoint presentations but who could resist free internet connection? Do I hear someone reacting? I thought so... I'll just finish mine later...
Ay...she arrived na....but she left again...so on with the fun...

We're going to record our project in Filipino this weekend or earlier... It's a radio play and we (my friends and I) came up with a very old-fashioned soap entitled "familia Zaragoza" and I play the part of Rosamila Karenina, the youngest daughter of Doña Constancia Zaragoza... I play a good girl here and I'm supposed to know a lot of secrets...=D I'll just tell you everything later...my computer prof just walked in the room...

Ciao! See you when I see you!

CITY LIFE; 7:18 AM

Monday, September 20, 2004

so..tired...PE
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It’s Monday and we have PE I’m taking up handball…. It’s a combination of basketball and soccer. Instead of kicking the ball, we dribble and hand pass but instead of shooting in a basket, we throw the ball in a goal. We had our final exams earlier both written and practical. I just scored 80% in the written exam but I did much better in the practical exam. I’m not good it’s just that our professor is really nice and considerate. I’m lucky because if truth be told, I have absolutely ZERO athletic abilities…my hand-eye coordination is NONE and my patience for learning a sport is close to being non-existent…I’m kind of like Mia in The Princess Diaries only I’m not a princess and I have worse hair. Anyway, next Monday would be our last meeting and we’ll just eat and have a ‘party’. I can’t wait to get out of college! I want to work and earn money and spend my money…haha!

On a different note, I’m kind of hung up on a couple of Broadway songs. I’m listening to the Phantom of the Opera song “All I Ask Of You” and I’m hoping that I pushed my mom into letting me get formal vocal training. I soooo love “I Still Believe” from Miss Saigon. Hmmm…I’m in a good mood today although I haven’t seen the person I wanted to see in school. Oh well, tomorrow is another day…maybe I’ll be luckier. Oh by the way, I’m also hung up on Josh Groban for a completely weird reason…you see, he reminds me of my crush… No, he doesn’t look like Josh Groban… Haha! I don’t want to give too much away here… I don’t want everyone guessing who he is…=D

Tomorrow, we have a quiz in marketing and I’ll study hard later…I swear! I have to get a good grade in this quiz because I’m so left behind! Haha!

So, I’ll sign off for now and well, I’ll see you when I see you!

CITY LIFE; 4:56 PM

This is me...=D

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CITY LIFE; 4:40 PM